<Melody[Shy]>: Are there any ponies in here?
Quora[Niichan|Twi} nods
<Melody[Shy]>: I want to find more like me!
<Robin|Leslie>: Good thing Clint's banned, anything similar is totally "unoriginal", the baka
*** Goopi|away is now known as Goopi
<Melody[Shy]>: Oh..hi Quora
<Melody[Shy]>: That's a pretty name..
Quora[Niichan|Twi} feeds Melody caramelized apple
<Clear_runway>: shy, how big is she? like CMC size?
<Melody[Shy]>: (Yes. CMC sized, blank flank.)
<Semi-Nomadic>: <Sandra> [Hey, Melody! I'm a pony as well, like you.]
<Melody[Shy]>: You are?
<Semi-Nomadic>: <Sandra> [ I hope we can play together.]
<Robin|Leslie>: Be right back! Cake!
<Melody[Shy]>: Play?
<Melody[Shy]>: That sounds..fun..
<Semi-Nomadic>: <Sandra> [Yes! You know, ...games...]
<Melody[Shy]>: That..sounds f-fun
<Pronas>: blank flank?
<Pronas>: why would you talk about her flank?
<Hound[Claire]>: because thats where cutie marks are.
<Pronas>: lewd
<Melody[Shy]>: [She doesn't have a cutie mark]
<Pronas>: its like talking about your child's ass
<Cyndra>: Pronas, she's a newborn, give her some leeway jesus
<Semi-Nomadic>: Pronas: There is a newborn here so please have some restraint today
<Pronas>: which he is
<Melody[Shy]>: What's an ass?
<Clear_runway>: melody, do you know what you are? what a tulpa is?
<Clear_runway>: lol
<Hound[Claire]>: [Does this mean I shouldn't talking about turning host into a shark?]
<Melody[Shy]>: I..Uhm..yes, mommy told me what I am 
<Pronas>: what are you?
<Hound[Claire]>: [Me?]
<Melody[Shy]>: Me?
<Clear_runway>: yes, you, melody
<Melody[Shy]>: I'm..a pony..let daddy get a picture 
<Cyndra>: is it just me or is there a lot of poking and prodding going around in here instead of Daww-ing?
<Quetzalcoatl>: Quora[Niichan|Twi} : sorry, I was busy. What do you need? 
<Clear_runway>: we know you're a pony. but you're also a tulpa. so tell us what that is.
<Quora[Niichan|Twi}>: Quetzalcoatl: This thread explains: http://tulpa.info/forums/Thread-Quora-s-experience
<Semi-Nomadic>: Cyndra: dawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww is that enough?
<Cyndra>: Yes very funny Nomadic.
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to mib_rtnaje
*** wofspy_ is now known as wolfspy_
*** Sahirah is now known as ChaosNewt
<Hound[Claire]>: [That sounds like one amazing newt]
<ChaosNewt>: Newts are pretty amazing just in general.
<Melody[Shy]>: http://imgur.com/xfS5p
<Hound[Claire]>: [Host has memories of some that were under his parent's house.  They were brown with orange bellies.]
<Melody[Shy]>: That's me
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to Lunanite|Kai
<ChaosNewt>: Claire, awesome.
<Clear_runway>: melody, we know you're a pony. but you're also a tulpa. so tell us what that is.
<Melody[Shy]>: Well..a um..a Tulpa is a person in someone's head
<Hound[Claire]>: [I guess that would sort of describe me.]
<Melody[Shy]>: And that's what mommy and daddy told me
<Clear_runway>: do you also understand that your pony form is not nessissarily mandatory? your host will (most likely) allow you to take pretty much any form you want. it's really not terribly important. but you will always be a tulpa.
<Hound[Claire]>: [Mommy and daddy?]
<Clear_runway>: claire, shy and sorryman
<Melody[Shy]>: Yes, my mommy and daddy 
<ChaosNewt>: How long was the gestation then?
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to Keneteu
<Melody[Shy]>: [we shortened it after about 2 months.]
<Melody[Shy]>: [ Tired of waiting..and now she's here  ]
<ChaosNewt>: That's great.
<Hound[Claire]>: [So where
<Hound[Claire]>: [So where is pops?]
<ChaosNewt>: (In these things.)
<Quetzalcoatl>: Quora[Niichan|Twi} : that was depressing. When I referenced your forum post to the state you described earlier, I felt like I was going to have a panic attack. 
<Melody[Shy]>: Daddy is with me 
<Melody[Shy]>: He's holding me right now, with mommy
<ChaosNewt>: Melody, does you daddy have a pony form?
<Quora[Niichan|Twi}>: Quetzalcoatl: That's about as close to as I can get to describe the feeling of being controlled and near dissipated.
<ChaosNewt>: your*
*** Yuka-tan is now known as Byakuren
<Melody[Shy]>: No
<Melody[Shy]>: Daddy is human 
<Hound[Claire]>: [kinky.]
<ChaosNewt>: Quora, why so?
<Quetzalcoatl>: Quora[Niichan|Twi} : I feel guilty and horrified. I still think about my tulpa, yet I haven't forced in months. Is she dead? 
<ChaosNewt>: Probably not.
<ChaosNewt>: Actually I shouldn't say that.
<Clear_runway>: quora, not in front of the kid.
<Hound[Claire]>: [I'm probably not helping here... I'll be in OT if anyone needs me, or host.]
<ChaosNewt>: It might be easier to be dead if you can't get any attention from the only other person you know to exist.
<Quora[Niichan|Twi}>: Quetzalcoatl: >>>_ot
<SockH>: Stop worrying and keep thinking about her, Quetzalcoatl
<SockH>: That was quite awkward to type.
<Melody[Shy]>: What do you mean "dead"?
<SockH>: Thought folk, once initially formed, are quite sturdy and reselient. Just start thinking about her again and she'll be back up.
<Cyndra>: Quetzalcotal, not here, not now. please.
<Quora[Niichan|Twi}>: Quetzalcoatl: can you click on the _ot button and chat there?
<Clear_runway>: melody, how long ago were you born?
<ChaosNewt>: Quetzalcoatl, can I get some context?
<ChaosNewt>: (In #tulpa if you don't want to say it here.)
<Quetzalcoatl>: Ah. Sorry.
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to Cold
<Quetzalcoatl>: ChaosNewt, I'd be happy to explain in _ot or a PM. Your choice.
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to Somekindofpony
<Melody[Shy]>: I was born at 5:04
<ChaosNewt>: I have too many tabs.
<Clear_runway>: uh, eastern time?
<Melody[Shy]>: Central 
<Hombre-De-Alma>: Melody, weren't you expected tomorrow?
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to pentium
<pentium>: haaaiiiiiiiii!
<Hombre-De-Alma>: Nice to meet you anyways.
<Melody[Shy]>: We changed the time.
<Melody[Shy]>: []
<Quetzalcoatl>: Hi Hombre-De-Alma!
<SockH>: Ahoy Pentium Chip person
<ChaosNewt>: The bottom line is, they either found a way to keep themselves conscious and happy while you forgot about them or they didn't.
<Hombre-De-Alma>: Hey hey hey Quetzalcoatl.
<ChaosNewt>: Neither is insurmountable.
<pentium>: ahoy sockh textile person.
<Clear_runway>: so, melody, you're about two hours old?
<SockH>: Exactly what kind of Pentium chip are you, though? III? 4?
<SockH>: Dual Core?
<Clear_runway>: do you have memories of before you were born?
<Melody[Shy]>: About 1 hour old
<Pronas>: pentium 4 sucked
<Melody[Shy]>: No 
<Clear_runway>: ah
<pentium>: dual core.
<pentium>: hurhurhurhur
<Melody[Shy]>: I say light. That's the first thing I remember
<Clear_runway>: one hour. so central time.
<Hound[Claire]>: [1 hour, and they let you one the internet!?]
<Melody[Shy]>: To talk to the nice people, mommy says
<ChaosNewt>: Yep!
<Clear_runway>: say, a vertical line of light? (snickers)
<Melody[Shy]>: Uhm..
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to jx759000
<Melody[Shy]>: [*glares at Clear*]
<Clear_runway>: i'm sorry, that was inappropriates
<ChaosNewt>: Not really.
<ChaosNewt>: That's sort of, you know, how birth works.
<Hound[Claire]>: [Host doesn't get it, but I did]
<Hound[Claire]>: [now he does]
<Clear_runway>: so. what are you gonna do with your new life, melody?
<ChaosNewt>: ...
<ChaosNewt>: Dude.
<ChaosNewt>: She's an hour old.
<Melody[Shy]>: Hold mommy 
<Melody[Shy]>: And let daddy hold me too
<ChaosNewt>: I mean I know tulpa tend to grow up fast.
<Clear_runway>: hey, she gave a good answer.
<Clear_runway>: it wasn't exactly high philosophy
<Hound[Claire]>: [Remember when it took time to learn the language?]
<SockH>: So wait, Shy(Mldy) was litterally thought up just an hour ago?
<SockH>: Wat?
<SockH>: *literally
<Melody[Shy]>: No 
<Melody[Shy]>: Sock
<Melody[Shy]>: Mommy gave birth to me an hour ago
<Clear_runway>: sockh, shy has been working on melody for a couple months now
<ChaosNewt>: Clear_runway, check your tab privilege.
<Melody[Shy]>: Mommy told me I was in her stomach for 2 months before now
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to mib_r511b2
<SockH>: I'm a bit confused at the use of pregnancy imagery...though I never got behind the mental pregnancy thing to begin with.
<Hound[Claire]>: [Shy, thanks to you I can now make host even more uncomfortable when I tease him.]
<JDBar>: Am I the only one who finds thoughtform pregnancy to be creepy as fuk
<SockH>: Welp, such is tulpa.info, just another wierd thing to the mix.
<SockH>: No JDBar, you aren't.
<Hound[Claire]>: ^
<Melody[Shy]>: Does that make me a bad pony?
<Somekindofpony>: No D:
<Clear_runway>: no. you are a very good pony.
<ChaosNewt>: Melody[Shy], no!
<Somekindofpony>: >Ends up on meta forums.
<Somekindofpony>: How did I get here?
Melody[Shy] slightly smiles, then hugs Shy tighter
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to Kazisho
<Hound[Claire]>: [No, just an especially... special one.]
<Cold>: Current discussion = no comment.
<Hound[Claire]>: [It is making proxying kind of hard]
<SockH>: > Special
<Clear_runway>: melody, you know you could change form if you wanted to right? not saying you should, but you have the option.
<SockH>: You keep using that word...
<SockH>: I know that feel, Cold
<Melody[Shy]>: Daddy told me I'm able to be whatever I want 
<Hound[Claire]>: [Become a hippo]
<Melody[Shy]>: What's a hippo?
<Hound[Claire]>: [I sense a distict lack of tulpa hippos]
<Quora[Niichan|Twi}>: Melody[Shy]: 
<SockH>: Hippos are great man~
<Melody[Shy]>: He looks funny 
<Cold>:  
<Quora[Niichan|Twi}>: Melody[Shy]: You can try being one if you want
<Cold>: I believe I was ninja'd.
<Hound[Claire]>: [There's that guy with a bear, but hippos are like ten times more awesome than a bear]
<Melody[Shy]>: I think I will pass
*** ChaosNewt is now known as Queen_Chrysalis
<Hound[Claire]>: [Hi]
<Melody[Shy]>: I think mommy wants to go sleep
<Melody[Shy]>: She says she's really tired from making me
<Melody[Shy]>: And I think I will sleep with her
<Melody[Shy]>: Bye..
<Hound[Claire]>: [I would have figured she would have been passed out by now.]
<Clear_runway>: okay, good. enjoy yourself
<Queen_Chrysalis>: Sleep well, child.
<Hound[Claire]>: [Bye little one, stay clear of vans]
<Cold>: Goodbye.
<SockH>: Now that was odd.
<Hound[Claire]>: ...dafuq?
<SockH>: Then again, #tulpa.info is an odd place.
<SockH>: I've forgotten that in my absense.
+++ GlaD0S has given voice to Monar[Kay]
<Hound[Claire]>: That was off even for here!